i don't deserve it
just when you think you're at the bottom, and it doesn't feel like you'll be in a good spot again for a while, you get what you don't deserve.
it's been mediocre at best lately. life in general. but tonight, tonight being valentine's day, totally changed my outlook on a "silly holiday."
i can't say i was having a bad day... just not a good one. and when i thought it was all over, and i would just go home and do the usual TV watching/phone conversing until i went to bed... i had a surprise visit.
a surprise visit was just what i needed when i didn't even know what it was that i needed.
and now i'm going to eat some valentine cookies from my surprise visit.
yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
it's been mediocre at best lately. life in general. but tonight, tonight being valentine's day, totally changed my outlook on a "silly holiday."
i can't say i was having a bad day... just not a good one. and when i thought it was all over, and i would just go home and do the usual TV watching/phone conversing until i went to bed... i had a surprise visit.
a surprise visit was just what i needed when i didn't even know what it was that i needed.
and now i'm going to eat some valentine cookies from my surprise visit.
yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
